Provehito In Altum

I usually start with the good stuff so here goes nothing... Because of my work I got some very special invitations to the Myspace Lauch Party in Lisbon (on the 27th) at Lux. I invited lots of people unfortunately most can't come. The idiots chose a tuesday to host a party... of course people are not going to come. Oh well I'll try to fill all the invites. I want everybody to enjoy it as much as they can.

My internship ends in about two weeks so I am looking for a job (hopefully a real one with a WAGE lol). I have 3 interviews scheduled next week and I am a bit frightened (can u guess why?).

On related news, I went into surgery (as planned) and after my very spannish and very nice surgeon (Dr. Ocanã) took a look at my butt he told me he would have to cut "more". He didn't define what more meant so I told him "ok". Well now I have a HUGE suture on my right buttock ~~ I just saw the tip of the iceberg today and it was about 10 stitches long (I counted about 20 during the surgery... their anesthesia ain't so good).

I begin to wonder how much did he actually cut since I can already feel a big "dent" on my ass. Stitches come out on the 6th of July so then I can evaluate the real damage done to my precious behind   XD

It doesnt hurt too much but moving is hard, I can't sit and I can't bathe properly. It's not going to be preety. At this point I just want to go to my interviews peacefully and to the myspace party (there are some people I want to meet  =P ).

Love you all =)

PS: Something for the soul ...  http://youtube.com/watch?v=QCEDG9kvRtE

In case you don't know, "Bleeding Love" sung by Miss Leona Lewis is a Jesse Mccartney original, it was supposed to go into "Departure" but they thought the song wasnt quite right for this album so he gave it to Leona (and she's great!) but there is a version with Jesse's take on the song.
I love both versions. I think Leona's is more of a "tragic love" while Jessie's more of a "love declaration". The song is great either way. Here are the lyrics, check the "Music" thingy in the post. I'll leave you a link to his version.

note : Ryan Tedder (vocalist for One Republic) co-wrote the song but he usually forgets to mention that Jessie did the melodies and the lyrics.


JESSE MCCARTNEY
2007
BLEEDING LOVE


Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy baby

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe,

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Though they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

'Cause I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
 
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

I'm not comenting on the portuguese parts of this song XD
Jesse rocks and this song is great!
JESSE MCCARTNEY / Kwamé
DEPARTURE (2008)
(06) MAKEUP


Kwamé did it

I wanna see you when I wake up wake up wake up
'Cause you look good without make up make up make up
Ain't nothin' on you phony phony phony
You're sexy and you know it know it know it

A little dose of you helps me to start my day
Baby girl I'd really love to see your face
And don't be surprised if you catch me gazing
Eu sei que voçê me quer

I'm takin' pictures in case you ever go away
'Cause baby I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause you're too captivating
Ai gostoso

I wanna see you when I wake up wake up wake up
'Cause you look good without make up make up make up
Ain't nothing on you phony phony phony
You're sexy and you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but ya know it

Baby girl you don't even gotta try
It's just your looks alone really light my fire
'Cause your body's blazing
Ai tesão

Baby when we go to sleep at night
Oh I don't wanna close my eyes
Why dream when I can have the real thing

I wanna see you when I wake up wake up wake up
'Cause you look good without make up make up make up
Ain't nothing on you phony phony phony
You're sexy and you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but ya know it

Girl you know that you got me
And I thought you should know
Girl you're so exotic
From your head to your toes
And I just thought I should tell you baby
You're the reason I'm going crazy

I wanna see you when I wake up wake up wake up
'Cause you look good without make up make up make up
Ain't nothing on you phony phony phony
You're sexy and you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but you know it know it know it
You're sexy but ya know it
Sexy but ya know it